No reason for this season.

Life sure is funny sometimes.  It leaves you asking so many questions; so many of them without answers.  Why do things happen the way they do?  Is there even a reason?  Am I trying to make sense out of something so senseless?  Am I supposed to be more sad, more scared?  What do I want to do with my time here?  What is the goal?  What is my purpose?  What is left to be done and what is it that I need to let go of forever?  Why do things happen in the order they do?  Does it mean something?  Is it all a sign?  Are we to listen?  Are we to move ahead?  Where do we go?  Will the answers become clear with time or do we need to have a plan?  Is our family complete and who decides?  Who? What? Why? Where? When?